Why on earth is it sometimes so impossible for you to just leave things alone in your head? I mean as hard as you try and the older you get somethings just don’t seem to age or blur from time. I really wish I knew so that I could remove that stuff. I am prone to doing things I regret due to hot-headedness but that is not a “point of pride”, its just truth.
Truth should be what all people deal in. I would have infinitely more respect for anyone that would just be truthful with me all the time, all the stupidity of the world seems to stain me in such a way I can’t shake loose anymore. Religously I am stagnated. I am in great need for myself to come full circle and get back to the principles I was raised with along with the ones I forged for myself. They aren’t gone, or forgotten.. just overlooked.
If you aren’t a Christian (notice I specified a branch of relgion and not blanket relgious), I really wonder how you get through the day. I have not seen anything from a 3rd party viewing perspective that made any religion, or lack of to seem to be all that re-assuring, or even close to believable.
If you’re like me and have left the church for a while, make a goal to come back this Sunday 7/15, and get yourself right. It won’t be fun.. Probably won’t be very easy either. It IS something you should do, and you know it.
If you are NOT a christian, or hold any religion at all.. Get one. I can’t seem to find any point in history when atheism was a founding function, more or less it is always something that the incredibly pompous come up with to try to be different and separate themselves from the way things are.
If you are a christian, and don’t go to church cause you think its “corrupt” or “all about money” (the 2 big excuses I hear).. Try another church. If your church requires you to tithe, its not a church.. Its a business. Tithing is something God deserves, and requires. Its up to HIM to enforce. Churches should remind you of this, but no “bruno will take your offering, or your left pinky finger”. Churches have bills, and even the smallest rinky-dinky church has some outreach program.. Your tithe goes to that. You know what, if you don’t go to church and don’t want to.. send a check to a church.
Right now its en vogue for you to hate Christians and their church, and most sheep will follow that herd. What has a church ever done to be so hated? They help poor.. (not all of the poor but they do help some).. They give counseling to its members (most do anyway..) They try to spread their beliefs (hopefully without bruno’s help).. Even if you decide to be atheist, or some other crazy idea.. Like the Flying Spaghetti Monster.. I think if you felt passionately that your beliefs were all that separated all your friends/acquaintances from eternal torment, you’d probably be hocking that crap too.
Wil Wheaton’s blog references that the christians are in some way bad or to blame for the wild hatred the conditions of things. That we should keep our noses out of politics, etc.. Well if Pro-choice has a lobby, shouldn’t Pro-Life? If Pro-death penalty has a lobby shouldn’t Pro-”keep the jerk alive” have a lobby? Don’t get all whiney that the christian lobby actually helped get a president into office, instead of the typical “they hate abortion.. shootem” mentality the nation usually takes. Personally.. I don’t do politics. Systems’ broke, and my vote won’t fix it. I can’t see any real change that the past several administration’s have really made. Clinton gets pats on the back for prosperity, but his office was during the .com buzz (which busted around the time he was leaving office) and then bush got the rep for the economy sucking.. Its all bull. We elect rich people who smile and say they’ll help, and they don’t. What they do is get more rich, and we get more poor. I see no great advantage 1 candidate has over another.. I am in Ipac though.. I don’t like the ideas going around like “I can’t back up my DvD’s..” not YOUR DVD’s.. MY DVD’s. Thats stupid.. Thats really, really stupid. (ahem, Clinton passed that law by the way)..
Done ranting.. comment if you want.. if you can do so and not sound like a moron.. I’ll allow it. Don’t cuss, or it won’t get posted (unless its good then I’ll post but edit).
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